lithium

2009-11-13T15:44:00.000+08:00

toots.

"MUMMY, IT'S OVERRRRRRRRRR!"

yeah yeah the redundant O's (redundant, in my opinion) is finally over and it's high time this blog should be left for green, slimy moss to creep on it while a packed, invigorative, awesome schedule of events await me. i need to be more prudent about my expenses now, sigh money-tight. i swear i'd be the first to rob if one can get away scot-free for committing a crime. justice's hindering, in a way. and pun's not intended.

oh and postscript, i had an lj all this while. should be showering it with more of my mundane posts in future than this literal spot.
and post-postscript, i read through some of my archives and i realised that my posts were inscrutable. haha
well toodles, tawnytar! gottogo prepare for the evening's shopping, teehee.

8days

2009-10-18T14:12:00.006+08:00

Does anyone know how jealous I was on friday when i trotted back to school to study, only to see the hundreds of excited people in their colourful class tees running about on the field and cheering for their classmates?

NO. ):

i miss the annual carnival.

poofy

2009-10-03T13:03:00.009+08:00

my mum thinks im stressed because she heard me utter 4super profound chengyus in my nap. chengyus that she couldn't comprehend. hahahha i never knew that my brain stores chinese idioms in them since my essays are always written in layman terms. maybe it's a sign that i should do my hcl paper when im asleep, tsk.

suprisingly, it all turned out fine in the end. my L1R5 met the expectations i set for myself though the excluded ones aren't very well done.

i have an urge to slam whatever devices/gadgets that are playing that damn song.

and

23days!

tawny tartar

2009-09-29T16:05:00.012+08:00

im not exactly contented with my prelim grades so far :/ maybe it's a form of punishment for having a tad more life than others previously. and maybe i should should just take them as role models and study in school till the last rays of the sun disappear everyday no matter how demoralised i am from the prelim marks.

anw thankyou fwanxz, though this is super belated for my earliated bday celebration.

juxtapose, juxtapose.

the 16things that start with 'K' taken by my rotten camera phone.

didn't take photo of the Sbobby balloon though, only for my eyessssss.

PostScript: i think the 'i wanna wanna be a vansantham star' is totally hilarious. in a good way.

(oh and hahah, i suddenly remembered. mrs tian told us the other day that some ah beng thought that P.S. stands for PaiSeh. entertaining much)

2009-09-10T01:49:00.005+08:00

what you get from weird facebook applications:

Leggo my Kristel!
Beware of an expensive Kristel
Half the Kristel, all the taste
Built Kristel tough
When the tough gets going, the tough gets Kristel
We want to be smiths Kristel

(i'm trying to make my blog ca-lur-fool.)
the airport makes a cool fortnightly studying place, a delicious place to dine at, a pretty place to do some ~~camwhoring~~sightseeing?!? HAHA but it somehow dampens the mood at the end of the day. To the malicious but meticulous maria: our flyer pact!

Rafts

2009-09-04T23:46:00.000+08:00

finally, a week free from the clutches of prelims and a day to fully destress. Ouran, swensens, bridge, 626 and lame games the whole time after lit. True enough, it did provide much needed relief and it did make my day but it just still doesn't feel the same. I gathered that it's because even in the 'play', the 'craftsmen' who contributed to the sub plot are important too. This is too much of a relation to midsummer which may have been due to today's paper but i think the comparison fits perfectly. Well, well. Pardon me, I think I'm just trying to be alittle enigmatic today but I know there'll be those few that'd understand what im talking about. Besides, this place's breeding mozzies anyway so it doesn't really matter.
And maybe, just maybe, I shouldn't have done that in the spur of the moment. And the other maybe for totally separate matters, maybe I should have said it forthrightly when / asked. Regretting is the stupidest decision ever, sucks.
I guess I'm just pretty emotional now, reflecting and baba.When the 'need' s and 'have to' s which fill my blank of what I _____ to do currently, finally change back to 'want' s, I guess I'll be back as a normal kid.haha am i weird or weird. You can do a cross checklist on me and im highly doubtful that I'm feeling stressful. Insanity might be the culprit(:

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2009-08-24T23:29:00.002+08:00

i have one more day to complete 4subjects, one full lit text, a gazillion hated ss propaganda chapters, emath and a bit of the languages especially chinese cause i fortunately got myself a D7 this term.

and to think im dozing off now, ugh.

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2009-08-16T02:35:00.006+08:00

2:35 AM,
when half the country's asleep.

58days to O's, i need to wake myself up(figuratively) even if i dont have the urge to. sheeps.
when are you coming back, crip? ):
final destination's showing on 27aug, the first day of prelims. gah, should i? ):

//omg this is freaking fugly and funny. HAHA

gem upon the sea,

2009-08-10T00:01:00.004+08:00

national day's been hilarious.
savouring the delicious muffin for hours(the irony) in starbucks thanks to some WIB, shouting and cursing like babarians in the middle of the crowd, getting shocked stares in return, failed attempt to get into festive mood, sg cards, emptying our wallets for a waraku meal, egg amusements, extinguishes, unintentional butt photo, foolishly banging my head on the block of cursed wood behind my seat due to excessive laughter,wasabi challenge etc.

i need to train my cerebellum): it's not the first time that i've had such embarrassments of knocking my head against hard sth from laughing too hard in public.so much that the collision silences the whole restaurant for at least a second or two.

anyhow, thanks for being such an awesome companion and source of entertainment, mariachinpy :D going strong,

(i still think people who wear 'cheeryouup', superman and tanktops with the word 'mango' are a great source for mockery. far from kind, far from cool and definitely far from ~~rich~~fruity, ahlians! so hawt, yo.)

sup.

2009-08-07T23:10:00.001+08:00

im not exactly in the best of moods but anw, fourjay ftw. i think we won 3 out of the 4 class deco comps in these two years, awesome and jellybeans! (:

happybirddaysg,

swing low, sweet chariot

2009-07-22T15:30:00.005+08:00

i've been dreaming of the luscious aftermath of O's but it doesn't seem like it's an appropriate time. we're all halfway there and this should never be the time when things start to slide downhill, ):

sigh despite having gotten the schedule for months already, i still can't take it down that it's gobbling up my one and only sweet sixteen. and am going to be officially ripped off of all responsibilities on friday, finally.

till then,
a geeky mugger.

2009-07-10T00:00:00.008+08:00

going, going, gone.

“Justice and power must be brought together, so that whatever is just may be powerful, and whatever is powerful may be just.” -- Blaise Pascal

weather the hurricane

2009-07-02T20:30:00.003+08:00

somehow, it has mellowed me down so much that i haven't seen myself in an 'explosive' mood like those Alqaeda black bags for long. if im not wrong, today's the first after such a long time. and it happened on jacqlee. baah whatever, im so sorry and fyi, totally not for you. like ha, thanks for constantly telling me that im a bad influence to my seating partners and well stupid for telling me that make sure you all dont talk. even if this is self praise, my grades are improving and people who sat with me all improved. talk about evidence, judge. furthermore, who doesn't talk in class, 'dumdum, ~~i want gumgum~~'. even you do, though it's mostly to the yellow walls. tormenting sessions for another month with such a kind lady. juxtaposition, rant.

anyway, pool that day with sinhong, jiahui and helena was fantas! i haven't gone in such a long time till that day and tsk teamed with helena. team rocks, skills improved tremendously. i need pool soon, to destress/slack.

then there was a whirlpool of events which i can't remember alr and island creamery yesterday with shit. thankgod i didn't suffer any side effects from the three scoops of icecream and brownie. i've a tub of nutella icecream at homeeeee :D studying failed but ice cream trip was obviously a success. haha

airport port with maria tom, for feasting and hopefully we'll study. three tests tom, min of 5 every week, gambatte! 8points.

randomly, i like pure white hair. I would bleach my hair if i ever want to change the color of my hair through artificial means. whole scalp of pure white hair, damn cool(: like lady gaga. not the cool part and it's not about the lady or the gaga but the white. tsk

drowning in the whispers, just skin and bones

2009-06-25T19:26:00.007+08:00

bestf came over yesterday, webcammed melo, camwhored with damn gay pink lappy, scandals, swung swing. letters sent, presents bought. oral's over. chief comm ceremony, school's reopening, pop's delayed. movie date tomorrow, more shopping for presents, more studying before doom creeps in. (eclipse)

i haven't been blogging for such a long time that my fingers are turning stale already. it feels weird to be on blogger. im supposed to get away from this pithole anyway. i need island creamery): no enjambment, infer and toodles.

(i need to liase with olivia asap for connexio page, welfare sucks.)

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway
//you'll find your way

2009-06-14T23:57:00.005+08:00

29125

and spiderman inside jokes.

blazing trail.

2009-06-10T22:42:00.003+08:00

nightatthemuseum2 was way cool! i know im slow but ay, at least i didn't miss the film! whoever said that it wasn't worth watching and is so much worse than the first one. poof,

tell me why i suddenly feel like im missing sth, like im homesick when im sitting right at home in front of my lappy now.

off packing for camp! 3days.

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2009-06-05T21:22:00.003+08:00

"~~you've~~i've got my temperature rising like el nin yo"
my temperature's been fluctuating within the 37degree range.
my throat's burning and i can breathe a fire.
smoke might come out from my nostrils too.
i felt like i could burn the whole train down just now.
no wait, it can't come out from my nostrils.
nostrils, blocked running blocked sneeze then running and blocked again, how cool.
i think my mucus's having a tag and run game in my nose like the childish 'ice and water/police and thief' game.
i will not eat paracetamol and let my virus increase their resistance against medicine.
i will not let my temp go above 38 such that i'll have to do tepid sponging.

i dont like feeling sick): keep me away from swine.

blast

2009-05-31T23:44:00.005+08:00

nipponwippon, jappywappy. sinful sinful jap food for lunch and dinner :D ebicreamudon at waraku and unagi pepper lunch. animal theme was a rather failed attempt but better than the previous retro one. i heard a "guess what i am, -flashes- a leopard in a forest" for a thousand times today, thanks to the girl of the day but nevertheless she's worth commendation for being so spontaneous and keeping to the theme. camwhored and fooled around with whatever we could find, like the usual at our usual cityhall/milleniawalk/marinasquare/rafflescity places again. usual usuals, i guess we're really boring people but at least we're always occupied with the same o fun stuffs over and over again. and brainy as we were, we even made a vivo out of that mini waterfall in marina despite being forbidded access to it. the word, awesome. (at least we can still do this when we're sixteen, we can't do this anymore when we're sixty)haha witty excuses we find for ourselves time and time again. whatever it is, we're still classified under youngsters, you bomboms. happy belated again!

haven't blogged in a long time. as far as i can remember, i think marilynmonroewannabe treated us to tiramisu, chocolate moose and bluberrycheese cakes, turning bio into some afternoon tea thingo on people's last day of school :D maybe i should start feeling guilty about how i've treated her for the past one and a half years.

and heart circle line, printed camp tee on friday and funny things which cracked us up along in the day while roaming about like nomads. clarissa my dumpling cook and squadmates my trees! (haha)

i almost forgot there's still school tomorrow.it sucks to know that the majority of the student population in singapore will be rejoicing over the start of their holidays and slacking their bums off while we're expected to attend school.

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2009-05-26T22:25:00.003+08:00

i dont need these disappointments time and time again, especially when i've slogged it out and know that we all did our very best. half's gone and the number doesn't stop here. fantabulous? extremely.

fallen towers as bridges.

2009-05-23T22:03:00.005+08:00

our last cca was short and to make things worse, time passed incredibly fast that very afternoon. but squadmates i wont forget our last hanta together as an snsj even though the strength was disappointingly pathetic due to shooting course, our ~~famous~~last words, our 's-n-s-j-s-e-c-f-o-u-r-s' pumps and googoofive. thankyou squadmates. (and im sorry that 'and' has to be my favourite connector of all times)

jubilate VI last night was great, but maybe not exactly since it was in exchange of our last one and a half hour of our very last cca. nonetheless, you go people! the annual night of flowers, glitters, cheers and hugs. i cant rmb every single detail but highlights were zhuang's majie recording, weird inserts like the oom song, random performances from cheong's and xoxohippo(inside joke). and when i mean highlights, they're really highlights, for gags. andand thanks for the sunflower and card, lohchuanhui, awesomest weirdo ever.

they keep playing, over and over again in that foggy brain like a broken tape recorder that's gone out of control but the truth is that dreams will never become reality and that they will never play before your very own eyes, not even once.

alphabets

2009-05-18T21:35:00.007+08:00

this coming cca's gonna mark the last cca under the darkblues): blues, the pun. as much as i wanted to not go down for cca anymore, this news is coming all too soon. im not ready to leave snsj, yet. and this is just the first which prepares us for o's and later embarking on a whole new journey somewhere else, away from sn. im not ready for O's, not ready to leave SN. and back to the point, i haven't done enough fd for the past four years, the irony as an fd nco. i really really miss tekans and fd. alot.

gah, whatever it is, i'll make the best out of the last and final cca, together with our last camp together. sj titans, justice league. (save the day)

xoxo,

randomly, deproved by an alarming 40seconds, clocked in 12:51. times when the word underperforming comes in and you realise why isn't there the word overperforming? man's never satisfied, never.

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2009-05-14T21:10:00.003+08:00

my pm currently reads (i have teachers with damn cool hair)

C with his dry savannah where the only difference between it and a savannah is how the grasses will never bend, T with her act marilyn monroe but failed hair which turns out to look like those corn whiskers a plucked in thailand, that bunch of annoying hair, JL with her puppy drooping hair, half dyed, half curled.

mah teachers are cooler and hipper than me! how unfair -chuckles-
love my grades this term, i just need 2points lesser for L1R5 and i can qualify for vj arts stream alr. but next term will be better, im gonna make sure i qualify for vj science stream in term3. hahaha omg i sound damn scary/competitive here, lol. but aye it's just a goal/aim. i doubt i can do it especially when work gets hectic next term and when i'll certainly ignore some tests to give myself a break. haha

supercalifragilisticexpialidocious

2009-05-11T23:08:00.005+08:00

BOUNCING MAMA, YEAH! (globules wobble)
i feel a sudden surge of adrenaline rush through my vessels again. what school holidays on mondays do to me. i think i can do a 2.4 now, too high for you, highschool! i need an exothermic reaction -beams-

//zhangy(okay this sounds like changi), anw aldeazhangling! stay safe in US alright, get yourself away from all swines and come back to sg soon! US has 2000++ cases and counting, ohamgee, take care!

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2009-05-07T22:57:00.004+08:00

rah, i want to go to sec3 slc too, miss campha and stjohnsisland, much.

im going shopping at the bookshop tom, how interesting. and what a way to spend my money on stationeries, compulsory textbooks/assesment books that i should have gotten ages ago and the essentials. hurr school should provide a free flow of pens and foolscap pad and free textbooks. so that i wont have to use those bills on them.

this is extrememly random, like how i want to watch handsome suit again for the gags. talking about amusement, the rainbow song is pretty funnaye too! it's just that some people refuse to agree with me -glares-

vivala.

virtual smiles,

2009-05-01T23:50:00.002+08:00

in a foul mood.
cleared till my bums decide to get back in here. then.

can't change the winds, you say

2009-05-01T00:11:00.002+08:00

helenaphuaandyipxinyingareretardedtothemaxim!

i'm gonna lock myself in on sunday and turn down everything that was supposed to happen on that day since im gonna be out tom and on sat, pfft. it scares me when i think of what the others are doing while i slack like mad on msn, blogging, playing loser games like restaurant city and doing some weird stuffs that's classified under 'kristel's recreational activities'. plus im broke! it's the perfect reason to refrain myself from going out.

some air particle bombarded against the walls of the arteries in my brain and gave me awesome incredulous motivation. i have sudden ambitions and yes breastfriend, we'll settle for that and nothing else.

will add on whatever im doing for the next two days explicitly in detail. or rather vaguely when i feel like it, oodles.

(p.s. doris tan's in labour tom, she said it herself, accidentally.)

interventions

2009-04-28T20:09:00.004+08:00

'it was these ^ that perhaps saved us all' whalewhalewhalerider.

i didn't think that i looked like i care. -rolls eyes-
and budstalkers who talk through airheads. again. you know nothing and all you did was to give me a chance to mock at your stupidity. will you please grow up? brains without neurones, morons. i didn't think that t number of years would lead to such a low level of maturity. (godknows why im so agitated. tsk)

(on a happier note, i got my beach volleyball ayg tickets!but that wasn't what my pm was referring to.)

2009-04-21T20:50:00.003+08:00

B & J'S FREE CONE DAY!
choc macadamia and chocfudgebrownie (smacks lips)

being such gluttons, i think cohort people i saw all queued at least 2times. hiakhiak owned, it was fabbyflabbyfats! (emphasis) but i lost damn alot of fats during lunch, where i was brutally raped and disturbed. lunch with gang's always madness esp when it's at meow lang, hahahah maybe cats make people go mad. flopped like madcheeken.

mah blog's boring. so i shouldn't be blogging to bore you anymore, ay ay captain? till i think deep and reflect on stuffs and start blabbering a whole load of shit again on my blog. makes things more interesting that way, right? right.

confettismiles

2009-04-19T22:51:00.003+08:00

@theresa's, happy birthday!was themed orange, anw you'd make it big as an organiser haha. i dont have one with her inside yet, photos are all with her so yeah. squadmates onlyxz. lit sem was boring.

i promise i wont be a frequent at Ps nor be a Pg in future. i'll cut down on all those and i promise i wont be an ass like them when i can afford to be one next time. it's such an embarrassment that we happened to overhear your conversation and mock at your childish behaviour despite the irony of our age. what notes do to people and contribute to superificiality.

and it's such a joke that you actually told your sis how gross people were, sending some iloveyou messages to you every now and then when no one actually did. look who's the gross one. HA

b&j's and track comp comingggggggg, slackowackoweeko ahead(:

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2009-04-16T21:32:00.004+08:00

this post is damn overdued. but anw movie marathoned at causewaypoint on sunday for aikching's birthday! fastandfurious4 and handsome suit, oh the thrill and comedy. tsk, and this is like my first time stepping into cinemas again aft two months? omg haha laidback. yehyeh(hahah), happy super belated A. Aikching(: Ffs again, soon.

theresa's tom aft lit seminar(whatthesshit). plus lil amazing things that happened in class.jokerzzz
"how far is one foot"
"that depends on how big your foot is"
and some toujimuogou thing. ohfuckit, literally. shit.

over and over again.

2009-04-11T00:10:00.005+08:00

你好! FATIMAH 今天想用华语! lol okay shit i can't stand it alr. im reminded of the ahmengbell (flashes megawatt smile)

today's a crazy and random day, we literally took a trip around singapore town, just not in a city bus. we finished up the batt of two fully charged cameras, i think the SD card memory's half gone too. hiak hiak we owned beeeeg time acting like jap/korean/indian/hongkong/american/thai/china tourists along the singapore river, speaking in weird accents and languages, camwhoring at the worst rate ever(as you can see how we actually finished up the batt) and scringing at the ugly floating alluvium on the river. we can officially tell jacqtang that we visited the upper,middle and lower courses of the river with substantial proof. clarkequay, dhobyghaut, cityhall, esplanade and cityhall again in 8whole hours, krabs ftw!

and after a whole day of madness, reality's back to haunt us. mosquitoes, ~~blood~~suckerssssss. but there's gonna be another day of spasticism and retardedness before school starts all over again :D it's the few times im glad it's someone's birthday, AHAHA. though aikching is the epitome of weirdness.

i still feel guilty despite his usual calm and composed answer. rah, whatever!

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2009-04-06T21:09:00.005+08:00

in a egotistical mood, i ran a timing of 10:10 for 5rounds :D hahaha, awesome numbers. whatever, back to biology. ~~(damn, why do we have hormones and chromosomes)~~

everyone's cutting their hair short, maybe i should shave mine bald to be unique aye. pung was such an embarassment. and the bella joke that emily made up is damn cool, hahaha.

because valves and neurones. are, just different.

sunken ships, titanic waves

2009-04-03T22:01:00.003+08:00

there's always a masked scene, plastic. it was just a matter of how well you could hide yourself in that disguise. but no matter how exquisitively carved and made it is, it still burns eventually under hot temps. even the toughest masks can tear and reveal the staleness beneath one day if they can't contain any longer, it's not gonna stay around and be toyed by you forever, like it could be before. they are melted to change its shapes all the time, but nonbiodegradable, it'll never disppear.

drained, mentally and physically. i'm going to be down with a fever soon. interviewwwwwww

fuck and to hell with everything. (you'll always be welcomed but if it's for a free chatline, scram. there are numerous prostitute/sex hotlines all around, call them if you must. what makes you think that we're supp to entertain you, bitches.)

oneday, F will put you in your place. just you wait.

dangerous and sweet,

2009-04-03T00:06:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTFFFFFFFF! :D
nydc, suntec and full of suprises, hope you liked today, the present, dinner, balloons and everything. out again aft so long, haha ffs! yay one more again in two weeks time, i can't wait! but the thought of tomorrow just ruins my mood. bahbahblacksheepz and oh, melissa! our gwee prank call soon, she's leaving alr like aww. (HAHA!)

im in a dilemma and i dont know why.

lost in the moment

2009-03-31T21:11:00.007+08:00

as free as a bird, haha i am finally feeling it for myself now aft so many damn weeks. i am going to be tests-free for five days, it'd be the bomb if i dont have to do homework. im reminded of the bird from some lit novel from a long long time ago, singtothedawn?! where some lotus person released the bird from the cage. haha whatever, anw i shall start homework soon. i've been on some homework vacation for quite some weeks while tests went on, so much that even the most nonchalant mdmlee is getting angry alr. i'll start doing soon, maybe in three days' time or sth?

randomly, come to think of it, life's changed alotttt this year as compared to the last, much more boring and routine-ish when i actually complained about a routine life last year. yes, i hate routines. i dont remember prying my eyelids open to listen to teachers talk last year, i'd just plop my head on the desk and neither do i remember that there's ever homework, listen to any lessons nor make an effort to memorise for tests aft scribbling some illegible notes. i still can remember during some period of time last year where we watched a movie almost like every thurs/tues which was really mad and that some days in the month would be set aside for madness and town. rah secfour life. sucks much.

on a reflective note, i realised that im quite in my own world sometimes, like i can nod at what someone said but dont even know that they actually said that aft afew minutes. haha whatthehell manxz, it's either my brain's fault or. my brain's fault. Haha i really should stop talking more than i should listen. tsk times when giving being better than receiving do not apply.(woah, okay this is a damn weird post, i sound like someone who thinks/reflects alot about life. hiak hiak.maybe brains popped bigger)

Rah, why do people have birthdaysssss): it's such a chore, though i want my own, haha soleh selfcenteredness is quite evident here. but yes, anw i bought your presents today. oh yes did i mention that i saw a cheekopeh on the train trying to take photos of this woman who was flashing her thighs?! but luckily, trella and i screwed his plans. whatever to however buaysong he was. and i dont understand how guys can get fascinated/turned on by thighs. like, hellooooo hairless or not, it's just legs and i dont see how sexy legs can be.

and congratulations band, the first band in sg with gwh and the first PA group with a gwh :D

of dubious character, you're like a hard candy with a suprise center.

(from some time ago, and i've no idea how i managed to twist my leg like that)

whispers

2009-03-23T22:28:00.007+08:00

Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

okay i should not browse through my songs anymore when im bored. im playing them in loops and i can't stop): they just cloud my day, anw pengyoumen, cheerup! hopefully, my ears did help to clear your load. (or rather eyes)
mato, im sure you'll feel happier and better off without. and since you know what lies ahead in front of you, then let gooooo. but i'll be there no matter what happens in the end! and lichens and bestf, things are gonna get better!

i know i can hold out till everything's over, they won't and can't weigh me down.
& it's not my fault that the hairdresser chopped off too much of my unicorn's mane. ugleh but yeah i just need two weeks.

aliennnnnnnnnnnn):

(spastic but loveyou deep downnnn.)2

what iffffffff

2009-03-21T16:58:00.004+08:00

cinderella revamped musical @ rp yesterdayyyyyyyyyyy(: [with tee and bee]
it's pretty awesome if you can block out all the ahLs' weird laughters and the farting sounds from the mad guy, tsk. and provided we weren't that forgetful/unlucky. tickets, wallet, time :/ i think that j girl rocks. and and omg i found out that emily's buddy was thasaneeya also(!!!), i want to go back to chiangraixzxz.

pastamaniac sure was funny, i have to admire how ridiculous a joke my brain can konk out sometimes. literally laughed my head off hahhaha, im still quite disappointed with trella's answer though. well well(...)

i have alot of gold and white hair, signs of ageing/stress. tsk, maybe i should stop saying laoniang or stop making fun of nF. or maybe im just a unicorn in disguise :D

omg bestf, i am very very very very very very very very very very very very very shocked. can this be my form of reassurance to you to replace the infamous line of "the alpha is going to arrive very very very very very very soon" ?! aaaaaah i need to talk to you, although we've almost said everything we could think of. hate you and all your 'what if's, suckerrrrr):

i still have alot of ~~home~~housework. HAHAHH cherry painted black with a sparkler on top? (:

p.s. seating arrangement's out, quotes ben (sucks.com)

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2009-03-18T21:11:00.001+08:00

randomly, i feel like laughing.

(hairyhairyrain, i am lamed)

snsj,

2009-03-16T21:47:00.008+08:00

nobody comes close.

thankyou for keeping to your promises and showing me that our efforts were paid off. challenge trophy and fd again, finally aft 4years or so(?). it really melts my heart to know that we didn't go down for nothing. but then again, it makes me question myself, (why didn't i get fd?) was it really because we didn't aim for it as a team or what. but yeah, we've to admit that it has plunged.

well either way, im glad/thankful. love you squadmates, thankyou juniors.

director's cut

2009-03-11T22:47:00.006+08:00

i thought i had a dream of a hijacked plane ytd,

gah cheong's tom, i can't believe im actually going to embarrass myself for her sake. the irony of holding "justice loves you" (with a smiley face behind) when wei dont exactly love/loved her. except when she offered us with cheekenwings. plus i can never reach the third line of each stanza. when the key is raised hurr. thank god i have the yellow face. yeah yeah, all for the class tom, not for her. -groans-

i hate to, but i've to admit that somehow, im regretting. it isn't exactly what i hate feeling most but(...) yeah. and the guilt's gripping me. i swear i'm gonna feel worse if that happens, much more worse than one that i've held, im sorry.

Koro Apirana's getting into me, :O

looking at photos with squadmates make me feel blissful(:

when tin takes phosphorous by the toll,

2009-03-07T21:50:00.006+08:00

(this is so ugly but we didn't have forever to take a nice one, sadly)

our trophy has been borrowed by the zone for safekeeping purposes, and im sure it'll be returned to us on the evening of 15th march 2009, a week later, it will. like a charade, it's going to pass on and on and the ball which we got rolling's gonna continue. the severely oxidized, rusty challenge trophy's gonna return back to where it belonged to as well. keep faith and all the way, nc 5, nc 8 and na 3! champs.

a metronomic rendition

2009-03-06T21:53:00.005+08:00

city walls are eulogies, buildings are haunted and i am possessed.

and so we got icecream, but it's okay. heyjay, it was really awesome for us to be able to get into the finals already and you people did a great job, plus we all enjoyed ourselves with the damn random board waves, word challenges throughout and of course the aftermath. (ice creams on tian and our much missed hungry cheer in the canteen where all hell broke loose) heartxz heartxz, but can i be excused from cheong's performance? i can't reach the key :/

wednesday was random but cool, i actually made a cake (!!!) with bwandaxz. oreocheesecake, it was fork-licking good(HAHAHA) bwandaxz, we did it! :D be damn honoured mato, you're the first person who got to taste edible food made by yours truly, with the exceptions of instant noodles and home econs stuffs :O reached home and dropped dead tired but yeah, hope you liked it and thanks for the night, really(:

squadmates, you really really make my day(: retarded shits, you seem to be able to invert all the downs back up to a positive x square every friday and end the week on a happy note.

and now im really worried,

rose tinted paintbrush

2009-02-27T23:39:00.003+08:00

stayed at macs till almost 10 today, that's the max man. all the hipponess, coconut shizz and learning how to be an effecient paper shredder in the 3 hours :O and it made me realised that i could actually reach home in half an hour if i just go straight home and not waste my time loitering somewhere. after 3 years in SN, gosh wols. laughed like shit and talked about almost everything, i think im going to have abs if this goes on. (the reason why i love fridays)

shows thumb sign, plucks out finger, "hello". retardedness, alethea loh/olivia nggggggg-.- pmsed for almost the whole of today, cursing and swearing at practically everything, sorry krab and people around me. still love our awesome, colourful and cool creation though (:

why are there so many weird, old, balding uncles mass adding all the sn people on facebook?!whattheshit, paedophilic and yucks -shudders-

stop, just stop trying.

the way the frame goes,

2009-02-23T20:12:00.003+08:00

a nail through the heart, but it wasn't the blood which stained the fabrics, it was the tears.

esplanade and cityhall ytd with trells and family plus tim respectively. iphone/msn convos were hilarious, njl rocks, anw hope you liked the FT island album, sadistic! economic crisis, my wallet's affected even though im not part of the working population yet ):

school hasn't been great, not this week, though it has barely started. everyone's at the edge of the cliffs, on the verge of breakdowns. I can't hold out any longer myself, not when the blows are coming one after another continuously these days, seems like bad things come in pairs too. times when you just want to prick yourself with a needle and deflate everything filling up the space in you. [P, cheerup things are gonna get better, you know there's people there for you and worrying about you! mato, brace up, jiayouuu (: ]
sinny and mato, get well soon! and sjl, provided you genuinely didn't pon. tsk

i promised i wont make my blog a sad place, ((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

it was you and me against the world

2009-02-19T22:22:00.007+08:00

stoodstrong, hungon.

disappointment all around, but it's not just up to me/us, in fact the list under 'we can' is almost equivalent to nothing. keeping faith, but faith seems to be losing us.

hbcaln, i do miss you thee.

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2009-02-14T20:06:00.002+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY,
love you intimates and sn, you've been the best(:

well, thanks but it doesn't make you look cool like that. i've had enough and pulling myself back from screaming into your face isnt a good sign, sober up.

-jumps around-

2009-02-09T20:57:00.003+08:00

and so, there goes poc(: seeyou again soon, course!

09022009, change a number and it becomes a symetry. i can't string all of today's randomness together, so (...)

uh, im sorry but 1997 sure is a good number to start with?! HAHA
"kristel, you suddenly look harmless today" (daphyim, -glares- you mean hair makes me look scary?!)
"tuts my barreh" (hahahaahah this is da bombxz, tuts my barreh instead of touch my body. omg korean guy, you rock HAHA)
beccatan, get well soon and i pierced my fourth hole today alr and you're still stuck in a dilemma of not knowing to pierce or not to! hahah loser, -shakes head-
valentine's coming, i need moolah esp when it's the last vday in SN alr ): sn ftwwwwwww.

iridescent

2009-02-05T23:57:00.003+08:00

my leg just bled like mad, blooding oozing out and even dripping onto the floor. i shan't go into details and plague your brains with the gory-ness. but yeah anyway, it was bloooooood.

motivational workshop has been good and seems to have been of help, or maybe not since time management's still in a horrid state as proven by me being up here and sleeping for 3hours aft i reached home instead of finishing up work due tom. whatever, either ways, tom will be better and "hello goaaaaaaal, im gonna work on you!" poc's comingggggg, dress code's annoying.

hope trell's doing fine there now :D return to the mighty sg island soon!

a shift of the wind, a turn of the tide.

2009-02-03T19:45:00.004+08:00

well it's never been easy anyway,

HAPPY SPONGEDAY.
the irony, i've had enough.

and to dearest matowato, conversations getting lesser by the month but you've always been there for me, by me, thankyou so much, esp for the gummies today and phone call. and the note/msg, it's so naive and totally you(: loveyou.

we'd lie awake dreaming till the sun would wash the sky

2009-01-29T21:59:00.005+08:00

i bursted my blisters, again.

wanted to blog yesterday but reached home at around 11plus and was dead tired, so yeah. anyhow, there was belated benny's birthday(BBB) celeb, krab's outing last night!♥ retro theme failed, sort of, the helium balloon was the other. but it was ~~cool~~hot and endless fun :D big waraku bowls, deflating foil, pan pacific, camwhore, billboard laughters, paparazzi and staggering duck-like dances, happy belated ben and hope you liked the present! krabs krabs, ftwwww.

marina again today, with the word 'full' being incessantly present in every sentence. royal festives ♥, to make full use of the random holiday and for melo's! i swear im not going to touch red meat for the next 3days :/ hiding of leftovers was fun(naye), i think we're the firsts that's do such acts, embarrassments aplenty. went bridging and visiting together with looking at old spastic neoprints at melo's thereafter, neoprints were funny shizzos! well, stupid stoners but at least i know we grew :D smarter and older. hahaha yay happy advanced and festive outing again soon.

okay and so, i've to rush my ss graded, cym's, chem and mtwords alr :/ photos sooooooon.

when's the next big fest?

kill the vibe, make it hood

2009-01-24T00:32:00.004+08:00

celebrations today was (?!).
i spent half the day sleeping like toodles, im back to secthree life, tsk. dragon guy was irritating, like give me a reason why talking is prohibited in celebrations. he might as well just change it to a mourning session or sth if talking is not allowed.

i secretly think that krab's can have a whole calendar of photos alr, looking at the rate we're camwhoring each day, tsk. drivethru aft that with trel's, jls' and maria, printed PB, scooted around and home. i have a new goal, to learn how to imitate maria's laughter, it's so high pitched and chimy(!!!)

grades haven't been exactly great, all slipped. well well, pung's benlow's daph's and melo's coming up! :D and as the new year approaches, moo talks have slowly taken the place of human conversations, tsk entertainment much.

fay, gay, jay ♥

2009-01-15T23:49:00.010+08:00

HAPPY KRAB'S DAY fellow planktons :D
i love seating partners much, flamingo clan, krab's, bark's, chinese sealed coolios, whatever <3
andand inner desires -bursts out in laughter-

[edit]
from a i love fbt girls forum,
"FBT! i love fbt. imagine those tanned girls wearing them and wearing slippers/sports shoes. just feel like licking them from their ankle all the way up to their butts and inner thighs!" eeeeeew.

I WANT TO STAY IN SN OMG, YUCK. whattheshit.
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2009-01-10T21:12:00.006+08:00

when it becomes such a commonly used letter, you know that your life is completely screwed and letter-ed up. everything which used to be work on me doesn't seem to work anymore, not even a single bit, it's like when morphine doesn't appease an addict any longer.

so these few days were, pizzahut, overnight pd, latenightstudysession, squadmates and cca fair. results are gonna be released soon, let's all just stay optimistic till monday morning awakes, (dblues and yellows ftw!)

star, going far.

2009-01-03T01:34:00.008+08:00

advancednco'8, hahah okay im still in nco camp mode :O it's abit overrated but i still miss AN, -draws davin and olivia in-

first day's alright i guess, im damn high now even at this hour plus im always excited for the first days of school :D and this gradually dies down and reduces to ashes as the days goes by, sadly. so by the end of the year, i'll usually be a dead log. anyway, well first and foremost, im sitting with benny! funny conversations that coloured the day, "ms chan's skirt is of an animal print which i can't figure out what it is" "it's a tree bark". "howcome melissa looks pregnant with make up on the specs stand" "it's wonghsuhui" (omg this freaked me out totally), a cheena scholar digging her damn butt when she wasn't wearing any pants underneath(!!!) and our sick class during the questionsssss hahaha if we're all invisible one day, the guys' privacy would be at stake. -gay giggles-

first day of school with bestf as usual! orange and yellow, at the roadblocks<3

(omg fuck, why must he play that song on his blog, im damn emo now.)

nearest to my heart

2008-12-31T21:00:00.027+08:00

CLASSCHALET♥, only half the class turned up, but it's okay, we'll have more gatherings in future! :D NSRCC was good, or at least a thousand times better than the squeezy, stuffy, cool (not) downtown east's coasta sands. though it was really remote and unknown, like 3 out of 4 taxi drivers didn't know how to get there.

so barbeque(drools over the thought of those heavenly marshmellows), pool and bowling were da bombxzx i guess, since the others weren't of much fun. plus mahjiong was suprisingly boring yesterday, for some stupid reasons): juno-ed and zooleadered as well. camwhored, ate like super alot and i actually beat helena at pool despite being a damn noob :D i owe her moolah and i need moolah desperately ): shuttled, trained, hubbed and so gathering ended the year on a somewhat happy note

2008's gonna end in 3hours' time, so well, reflectionsssssss.
yup this year's been really a mad, hectic, messy year, with all the unexpected ordeals plaguing the year incessantly, which bumped me hard and got me damn screwed up, entangled in situations that i'll never expect myself to be in. but well, im glad that i've mended some potholes here and there on the way at the last few snaps of the year and im thankful for the people being there(:
(allyloh, becca, birdthong, chen, cheryloh, chuanping, diana, helenaphua, jo, livia ng, pjw, peiyi, sinhong, suzanne, shiling, stand, njl, sjl, tenna, tracy, xinying),
my 24spongebobs, ncblah & juggernaut.
rushed through the year foolishly and i swear im never going to be like that again for next year. im going to stop sleeping like a damn pig in class, mug like mad and ace in my studies like in sec1, to achieve my ultimate aim, vj. and i'll not spend my pennies unnecessarily on nonsensical shizz.-crosses two fingers-

part time lover, full time friend.
been on my mind nine tenths of yesterday.

sunlight in my eyes

2008-12-27T20:15:00.005+08:00

merry(very) belated christmas :D
christmas' been spent poodling away at vivo with the usuals, doing the usuals. haha bedtime stories failed but it was still a candycane christmas(: under the bamboo tree, HAHAHA.

(anw, some freaking lunatic in US dressed up as santa and started sliding down chimneys, into the houses to kill the merry, wtf.)

shopped again ytd and finally started on work today with the company of leesin. "everyday's a popping new day!" hahhaa. leesin and i are such damn bums, we had to finish savouring our tasty-licious meal, immerse in old classics, intoxicate ourselves with the awesome rum raisin(!) and experiment with much camwhoring before we remembered that we had to start work, tsk. but yes, xintong (laughs), at least we did work.

pd tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow, full of scriptures and chantings but i'll get to see my lovelies again and i'm sure we'll be a whole load of entertainment to ourselves :D plus sharon's dropping by!

i'm currently a owner of three blogs, omg so smart. blogspot, xanga and lj, two up one down, i own. tsk

we're dangling and it’s too far to survive the fall.

play out like a scene

2008-12-24T21:34:00.006+08:00

awesome twilight, edward edward, hilarious bestfriends, a perfect yesterday :D
(with sponge being the topic of the day! HAHAHA yes literally, sponge.)
edward needs no bombastic/colorful adjective to describe him, cause edward's enough. he isn't really that hot, but well, he's good. ily sweets, though we all had to leave early for some stupid, nevermind :/ once after a million months yet again and more to come :D oh and thankyou for the earliated christmas presents!

so, back to the streets again today to posh with brenda leeeeeeeee haha. and im not satisfied yet though my pocket's kinda empty alr): we're such damn pigs, promising to have just a budget meal and we ended up having 3 or 4 meals to satisfy our need of a feast. quotes suzanne, "basket", hahahha.

i've been procrastinating about living on the other side of the world, losing all forms of communicaiton with the people outside of pingyi but now that AN's over and im finally connected to the world again, im not exactly happy): i miss AN, pd on 28th people! :D

pump it (louder)

2008-12-22T14:37:00.012+08:00

ADVANCEDNCO8 IS OFFICIALLY OVERRRRRRRRRRRR.

(okay i dont know what smiley im supp to end that sentence with)

it all ended too soon, like we couldn't wait for it to be over and at the next moment, it ended, sigh. moi's damn screwed up, and i still can't believe that i actually talked in my natcomp nursing tone for moi fd. the voice just came when i least expected it, i was expecting my babaric voice, hurr. anyway im damn proud of my beautifully tattooed knees, evidences of surviving my last tekans in sj. we screwed our stomp up badly but i dont care, we're still damn cool as an 8man course. (even if it's self proclaimed)

omg okay, i just watched the hungry cheer video and my voice's so damn low.i want the course shirt! ): and more of ______ D:

time to lay claim to the evidence

2008-12-14T10:21:00.006+08:00

weird's a daily dosage these days, so much that even i find myself unfathomable sometimes, let alone others. this sucks. i need my chocolates and lollies and maybe curl up in a corner and stone till the sun steps in.

such hateful imperfections.

a fist full of glitter in the air

2008-12-08T15:38:00.003+08:00

(after three days to pasir ris, i realised that)

1. all 30+ year old to 40+ year old guys in pasir ris look the same (armpit hair, round big spects, white hair HAHA)
2. amos's surname is probably lim cause suzanne assumes that everyone's surname is lim except hers "brenda lim and kristel lim" -.-
3. jianqiang has a new name, qiangjian (HAHA!)
4. they all scold vulgaraties like no one's business straight aft dismissal -.-

okay okay exam coming up next! (MOI OMG) :O
i hate the dot game):

like the ringleader

2008-12-02T18:20:00.004+08:00

yesterday was sugar, spice and everything nice (sorry, but i'd love to relieve some of my childhood memories and go back to the 90s).

yeah, so out for 8 hours? madagascar wasn't really a money-worthy movie, i dont really fancy cartoons especially when it's about animals( cause i cant communicate with dogs unlike HAHAHA), like okay fine they're really cute sometimes, but that's it. plus madagascar was being quite gross with the "moto moto" hippo (or however you spell it, it's in african yo) :/ it's revolting. but our 35964392532litres drink! :D it's, h-u-m-o-n-g-o-u-s. shopping, i didn't get much except a couple of accessories here and there, thanks to my cocked-half-fried brain.

christmas's approximately a month away and sjh's trying her best to make me look like a angpao alr-.-

p.s. it's 6 plus already and they haven't called :O

novemberred, december-ing.

2008-11-30T21:29:00.010+08:00

(i took this photo myself and these are bars of soap, mind you.photographic eh?)

i dont have much time left (okay i sound like a dying person), but yes, holiday's pretty much packed, ~~like my camp bag~~ :/

December 1: mato wato, "i like to move it" jules :D
December 2-3: im going to stay at home for at least 12hours to wait for my instructor's call(:
December 4: ~~boobsboots~~books (i tried to be cool by using alliteration, sorry hor ahma)
December 5-7: eight-man AN course
December 9: spinal checkup
December 11: muglikeshit with leesin!
December 12: meiqin's birthday celebration.
December 14: AN exam (theory)
December 16: squad christmas party at theresa's Y
December 18-21: our eight-man AN camp :O (omg, moi)
December 22: i'll be zonked out, so
December 23: town with themmmmm. (i can't wait, omg.) :D
December 24: town again, probably?
December 25: christmas at town again -.- with the usuals
December 30-31: CLASS CHALET!

(8, 10, 13, 15, 17, 26, 27, 28, 29... 9days) and i promised a day for sjl and another for leechens, so that leaves me with a free week?! and if you minus all the pending dates (ncblah outing, clique outing, pool gathering, other birthday celebrations), whattheshit, that's like(...) awesome. baah, i want sec three all over again! ):

did i mention that i've hit 40kg already aft my chiangrai trip!?!?! :D my first 40kg after 15years, hohoho. "mummy, i see people staring at me in jealousy! " :O

alliances are kewlxzx
(bandaid says: wu hua ke shuo
speechless over the edge says: no flowers to talk
bandaid says: no grasses to sing
speechless over the edge says: no trees to dance)

p.s. the first guy holding the number '30' on my human calendar looks so round, yellow and cute! :D HAHAHAHAHA, wait for the next year, whoever's missed it.

2008-11-29T12:30:00.003+08:00

despite all our boo-hoos, i love you squadmates(:

i slept for 19whole hours after our usual macs and i still dont feel awake. an's coming soooooooooon :/

blood, sweat and tears.

2008-11-22T19:19:00.015+08:00

CHIANGRAI' 08

(fluctuating temperatures, haopengyous, camwhores, insects, stargazing, illegal suppers, macareena, rice beating, corn harvesting, rollercoaster rides on the pickup, potholes, smelly pigs, parading roosters and stray dogs, geographytextbook bird eye's views, chewing gum, vegetation and last but not least, thasaneeyaY)

sompod, apisa and the super nice shopkeeper at mount something says that im suai, -beams widely-
angie and i owned everyone flat by managing to control our bowels and constipate for all the 6days, HAHAHA omg beat that! tenna gave up on the last day, tskkkkk.

I LOVE SN CHIANGRAI MISSION TRIP'08! and our green teeshirts.

descending, im spinning

2008-11-15T13:26:00.018+08:00

ff trip failed, thanks to our fussy stomachs. but ikea was good too, equally good if not better. it's like my, 5th home, right aft the superrrrrrr boring amk hub and our weekly macs. this is like a monthly random-item spree. scavenging for stuffs with jo&pris was kewlxz, not. it's pretty embarrassing with all the sudden nappings on the enticing beds, almost everywhere we went, you know! :O -hides face- i swear i'll have that taitai drawer and my own walk-in closet one day, one that everyone will be jealous of :D

[byebye long hair & dont comment says: omg your pm(tutsi cockroach invasion) so mean
plastic says: haha what mean! a cockroach really flew into my bathroom through the window while i was bathing okay!
plastic says: it's just that, uh i dont know it's race.
-HAHAHA-]
i so love technology and the amusement it brings, esp msn. there were a few other damn funny ones cause i was quite high that night but i dont rmb much. OH BUT THE TYPO WHICH SHORTMAN SPOTTED WAS DAMN AMUSING HAHAHA.

off to chiangrai in 16 hours time, yo. cool shit, i can't wait :D buttttttttt i just realised that, im only left with the week of christmas plus a couple of odd days squeezed between this and that, to wrap up the year, get everything ready for the new school year and well, that's it. double-you-tee :/

my heart wont let you goand i need you to know

2008-11-08T22:13:00.009+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

TOHWENJING!Y

you know ily though we're 12hours apart! till we meet during summer and remember our promise, NUS :D

xoxo,

lace up your shoes (ay oh ay oh ay oh)

2008-11-05T23:26:00.005+08:00

our new class pet, from macs happy meal, the madagascar racoon :B he's damn cuteeeeeee omg, the new source of entertainment in class! we dressed it up with our two-ponytail-day's rubber bandos! and the best thing is, it goes "i like to move it move it!" in a low, husky voice(:

and so cl o's over over over! and spa's coming, baah. out with helena and jiahui to vivo and the shops on level one were enough to keep us busy all day and tire our feets. 12pm-7pm, omg 7hours of shopping. i got myself a damn cute bottle again! it seems like i have a fetish for cute bottles :O

1. OBAMA OBAMA OBAMA :D yay, he's my new found idol yo.

2. did you know that the smallest waist in the world is 30cm?!?! :O AND IT'S NOT ME. ohmygosh, i saw the picture of the woman and she's a... living hourglass.

3. money's the metaphor for life):

4. and from dionne's
"f-u-c-k actually stands for fornication under consent of the king and it's originated from ancient england whereby people could not have sex without the consent of the king. when people wanted to have a child, they'll have to solicit permission to the monarchy where they'll be given a plaque which read 'fornication under consent of the king' when they are having secual relations" wth, how did such a stupid acronym become a universal vulgarity -.-

5. jaywalk smartly became literally jay walk(周杰倫走路) thanks to us, who couldn't figure out how to say it in chinese during lessons. threejaywalk HAHA!

6. something gross. "why are you wearing a sweater on such a hot day?" "it's my body hair" -pukes-

when you speak, the whole room falls silent.

i know it's kinda late but happy birthday

2008-11-03T20:46:00.013+08:00

thankyou leihomies♥ you people are the awesomest ever on planet earth, yo. with the sweetest messages coming in when it clocked 00:00, making the hours and day well spent, amusing and diabetic presents, shaking my eardrums hard with your uh "beautiful" singing (be it through the phone or fruitless attempts to embarrass me in public, coughs). in short, AI-ELLE-WHY, much loves :D (despite all the sudden crop ups)

so, both birthday and halloween trick-or-treating were really great, in fact, halloween was, hot guys :D and the swedish woman's accent's damn cool.

studying today aft school with sinnyh was all about, awful chinese. everyone's making it sound like an easy peasy thing but, :/ an A seems so hard. i think i'll be smiling for days or even weeks if i can get an A2 (: i dont have high hopes. blah two more days gambatte! ( i have super unglam pictures of her, but she made me promise her not to upload them to save her from embarrassment in front of her mentees heh.)

oh we managed to smack a mosquito flat in class today, call us the fabulous insect killers :D it's dead fossil's still up on the back door for exhibition. (class primary 4j, green level of primary block, chij st nicholas girls school, ho.)

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2008-10-31T22:06:00.001+08:00

well, thanks and fuck yourself.

show me a garden that's bursting into life

2008-10-25T19:09:00.010+08:00

"are you a bank?"
"cause im gaining interest in you"
ha nat, how about this one. "are you a bank? cause im losing interest in you" -.-

EXACTLY ONE MORE WEEK, YO. WHEEHAW.

sat's.(im lazy to start a new post)
liverpool liverpool liverpool, awesome :D though chelsea's goalkeeper rocks and theirs sucked. liverpool ftw :B

"cool like that"

2008-10-23T22:23:00.005+08:00

down to biennale and haji days ago, where i missed that awesome structure i've been dying to see at biennale): because there was only the two of us and it looked so creepily scary with the still, stale air. if only those two newly met aquaintences didn't take so long at the previous block): and if only that hot guy volunteer was there): it's okay, i uh ~~will~~might be back. oh and so haji was good and all, except for the rain and stuffs, hurr :/ we must crash the whole street next time and even proceed to bali lane! double promise, triple swear! B)

on the verge of despair, at the loss of words, what am i to say? if they don't, i can't either.

p.s. our little india trip and coffin :D and and breakfast tom.

shattered windows and the sound of drums

2008-10-21T21:52:00.003+08:00

omg i actually have to love the dm of co uh, like that. -points down-
(note the melodramat-ism and anti-climax-ish of her)
JIAlin~ says:INFER.
shades of grey says:hmm
shades of grey says:maybe she thinks you're too fat! can't slim down alr, oh no :/
JIAlin~ says:what oh no! your house on fire is it?
i feel like smashing a pie on her face, now.

(anyway, she forced me to post this,
past life diagnosis
hers:
you were female in your last earthly incarnation.You were born somewhere in the territory of modern Korea around the year 750. Your profession was that of a entertainer, musician, poet or temple-dancer.
and mine: you were male in your last earthly incarnation.You were born somewhere in the territory of modern South of Latin America around the year 950. Your profession was that of a entertainer, musician, poet or temple-dancer.)
ohmygod, i. was. a. m-a-l-e. goodness gracious, holy heavens. whattheshit. msn conversations provide me with a whole lot of entertainment :D

anw, the whole thought of chiangrai excites me :D though we're just going to bigC but the whole journey, overnight games, 'shopping' and giving as a whole, is going to be awesome. the idea of a crt gets me all excited! :B

i'd look and even stare at it, till forever, but forever might not be. i'm losing faith):
did you ever?

im gonna smile because i deserve to

2008-10-18T21:04:00.004+08:00

i've been appearing in many's dreams, "i must be the dream of all women" , sadly. and this will be one of those times when you wish that the letters 'w' and 'o' didn't exist.

school days are torturous, the end of eoys does not put an end to the school term, nor does it mark the start of holidays. lessons continue everyday, work continues to pile up, i dont see my well-deserved break, or maybe not, since grades sucked. i want halloween, picnic, birthday, outings, christmas and chiangrai to come quickly, to get me away from all the books fast. no, let's change the want to need.

tagged
/ Pick your birth month. (in the previous post, pok)
// Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
/// Bold the five-ten that best apply to you.
//// Copy to your own journal.
///// Tag 5 people.

NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas cause im so weird that no one thinks like me. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. ~~Can become good doctors.~~ Dynamic in personality i dont become inactive unless im tired or many a time, become too pissed. Secretive. Inquisitive. ~~Knows how to dig secrets.~~ ~~Always thinking.~~ ~~Less talkative but amiable(im talkative but not very amiable).~~ ~~Brave(i would give myself a fifty percent for bravery)~~ and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted haven't found a single bit of sympathy in me, all these years. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up(till defeat engulfs me). i guess these three are somewhat the same? ~~Hardly becomes angry unless provoked(i dont often get angry but neither am i hardly angry).~~ ~~Loves to be alone(i love mah fwenxzx, yo).~~ Thinks differently from others. ~~Sharp-minded.(my brain does not cut:O )~~ ~~Motivates oneself(if only that was the case).~~ ~~Does not appreciate praises.~~ High-spirited high like planes. ~~Well-built~~ and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. ~~Uncertain in relationships.~~ ~~Homely.~~ ~~Hardworking.(softworking)~~ High abilities. Trustworthy "you can count on me pal! :D" Honest and keeps secrets. ~~Not able to control emotions.~~ Unpredictable.
:squadmates, cliquemates, tablemates, shopping/movie dates, studymates(with names which start with the letters a-z.) this is five groups of people instead of five people, i know that-.- in the first place, rules are meant to be broken anyway.

fact leaves fate to find us.

buffday months♥ (boldstrikeitalic)

2008-10-18T20:48:00.003+08:00

JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

going coming

2008-10-15T20:58:00.006+08:00

I PASSED CHINESE FOR THE FIRST TIME IN THE YEAR! -flops around-
and this is the only thing worth to be happy over. others were a great dissappointment, a marathon from my expectations): but well, yes, i deserved it, especially for math and bio.

yoohoo, stop talking through that airhead of yours, over and over again.

how about a round of applauseCurrently Listening to:Kidnap My Heart by the click five

2008-10-12T14:10:00.010+08:00

i hate mails which are telling you like "ohmygosh you just won $2904121840 please claim your prize now" like wth, if they're true, schools and companies would have crashed long time ago. they're a waste of my energy to click the delete button. well, the oxford one's da bestxzx man. "congrats! you have earned yourself a place in oxford and you're invited to attend the 10th anniversary award winning ceremony". yah right, if i believed you're really oxford university, i'll be a member of the imh. and if i really got a place in oxford, i wont be still trapped in st nicks.

i have awesome friends, all bosses at such young ages! :D there's the sri ayu restaurant at (i forgot where) and the melody's cafe at the upper thomson road! wahaha. that's new source of investment for you, people out there!

i am, so, very bored. monday's the release of papers,oh god. tell me the drama studio won't be flooded with tears.right. i am so going to pay for my last min cramming for bio and amath. chem, you'd better do me good.

movie, monkeying and dinner tom, probably. bacardi breezer B)

duck&dick(inside joke!HAHA) and my new pw for my laptop: helenasucks
your sister is such an inspiring role model to take after(((((((: cheerios hilary!

kidnap my heart, take me with you, kidnap my heart make my dreams come true, take me away.

sticks and stones, and weeds and bombs./

2008-10-10T21:28:00.011+08:00

threejay, you gay, omg we actually made it, 2nd and we are sensational(: my team got second for floorball! im bragging, oh yes i am. but i actually had burnt pig trotters, burnt lobster face and caught a bloody damn cold, thanks to today. ohmygod. that's the consequences of playing like dont know, uh 7games(?), floorball and captain's tog, without eating at all for the whole day and not hydrating myself properly -.- baah but still gay, you did it :D

sucker, now im burning on the inside but sneezing like shit-.- but mato, yes i will keep my promise and still keep you company tomorrow(: you shall owe me a grande-sized frap! (when i get well that is) :D

this is damn long ago, but i still love you, best. regardless of our super fierce match today hahaha. go for outing and outing! ):

lethal poison, !@#$%Currently listening to: California by metro station.

2008-10-09T21:27:00.012+08:00

crashed a quarter of singapore today, yo(:

joankwek is a porn shizzo wizzo ohmygod. she actually dreamt of trella and me frenchkissing, how imaginative can you get-.- i know you have a crush on me but you dont have to keep dreaming on me every now and then! and it's always negative stuffs:/ anyway, thanks but i dont think i want to taste anyone else's tongue other than my own?! hurr.

there is school tom wtffffffff.it's like out of nowhere popping in between my post exam holidays and weekends, well, school. obviously, rocks. right-.-

and my dear retard, please do not let your neighbour have a chance to peep at you through the keyhole or windows when you feel like it's a time to go wild. like, squash bluetack into the keyhole and paint all your windows black, before you feel like dancing to hi5 or doing a striptease -expressionless-

oh soh! i just remembered that we forgot to steal the basket that day! (laughs a plenty)

still here somehow.

now we've got a bigbig mess on our hands tonight

2008-10-07T22:05:00.007+08:00

i can't seem to blog properly at all.omg i feel super disorientated and i almost replied "go somewhere nice to study? :D" when mainlim msged me to ask about outing.(ohyes jlyj, we have a date!) i can't get the fact into my head, the fact that. exams. are. over. yesterday i was high and i believed exams were soon-to-be over, but it just doesn't seem that way now! after 3weeks of unbearable totures.it's worse than the xsdnpfa! (squadmates, you know what i mean ho.) i missed squadmates, awfully):

today was 'bwahaha'(quoted from trella goh). mogumogu! rain, puddles, umbrellas and splashes :D it's been weeks since i felt. uh, like that. i suck at descriptives, okay let's see, it's more than estatic, more than a heave of relief, more than, everything and anything that tastes sweet :B (damn random, sorraye but, images of food have been corroding my head since last week!it's not my fault, yo.)but it's just, like that. njl and sjl suck, one for having too much money saved in the pocket, one for getting too much stuffs.

the pre(post eoys) celebration for us/post eoys celebrations for pung yesterday was funnily fun. connected pumped so much of adrenaline into every one of us and we could do nothing but keep jumping, moving and talking loudly after that (okay not like it is the first time) but we were exceptionally high ytd. i still want to watch my mama mia and painted skin. -stares and glares at pung- oh and pung, you promised me(: -lets out a euphonious trill of laughter-

oh i came across this video that day on anorexic people. im so damn proud of myself for having so many followers, just that they're dumber, they are trying to be like that. but im just, me :D hoho but for goodness sake, please do not go on dieting and become anorexic or bullemic just to be skinny, you're just killing yourselves, idiots of society. be contented with who you are and how you were born, yo. and -stares at the ___, ______, ____, __- please do not go for plastic surgery, be it boobjob, nosejob, or whatever. i'll disown all of you if you ever undergo sugery, i tell you.

the kristel day's approaching! and the planner assures me of good stuff. -megawatt smile-

i have a huge crush on beanies lately!i melted when njl showed me the cupcake beanie on fredflare! it's damn cute. gosh, njl our search for beanies' on :B

when we were forced to have an infatuation with eoys:/ some of those study sessions baboomxzx.

-throws confetti, prances all around-

2008-10-06T19:15:00.004+08:00

EOYS WILL BE OVER BY TOMORROWWWWW :D

pre-(post eoys) celebration was aw-e-som-e (:

raved

2008-09-28T16:58:00.006+08:00

im not supp to be here but but BUT.
i shall show you parts of wn's wonderful inferences of the text. specially for 3justice.
"Demetrius speaks in an insinuating/wheedling manner with the suggestion of sexual blackmail" omfg?! she could have just said like he wants hermia to be wedded to him lah. omg-.- and you people can stare blankly at the msn windows stoning and calling me weird when i was raving about this thingo just now! now you know how amusing and entertaining it is. and it doesn't just end there. the leaf over the picture -removes the leaf- HAHAHHAHAHAH. that's the max.
omgggggggg this confirms our suspicions -exhanges looks-
and i haven't finished reading everything hahahha. away i go for more entertainment :D ciaos!

lord, what fools these mortals be!
anyway person, a friend who insults my friend isn't my friend. i wont accept any insults of my friends in any forms,even if you.are.my.friend.

_

2008-09-26T14:46:00.005+08:00

i felt like partying straight when i knew that tom's a weekend which means, it's a test-free day :D till i saw my exam schedule...

suckish.rantrantrant, i feel like typing only the first letters of each word, shig,w. iflcomhh.omg,bgbbb!ihe,slt.loltfwbf! :D ibnowutaa. s,irdoetihtdtg,gg.
hoho this is addictive. i wont call you stupid if you can't read this, cause i think i wont be able to as well, after tomorrow.

even though it's not here with me.

_

2008-09-25T16:50:00.007+08:00

almost a week into eoys already, gambatte :D but i am still not able to see the end of this shittish marathon. ~~bloodyhell.~~ well, on a brighter note, i know that we're halfway through it o-la-dy(HAHHAHA). okay sorry, im freaking deprived of entertainmenttttttttttt >:/ baah apu apu! "KUTABAREEEEEEEEE" -screeches- lol -exhanges looks with a,b,c,d,e,f, stones for a second and burst out in laughter-

oh yes the only other thing worth to be happy about, school releases at like 11am or earlier everyday :D lifelikethat, fantabulous(: jealous jealous, who who? tsk.

like a canyon where your heart used to be.

roll the dice

2008-09-22T11:22:00.002+08:00

-looks up and afar in hope and full of aspiration(except the aa one, which belonged to sjl and stared into the cam.loser haha)-
anyway, much luck for the o's, the a's and our eoys, peepo, ajar ajar! (:

omg 3jaythegay, rockers of tomorrow. 10 didn't turn up in school today rofl. great improvement, right. trellaglc, i know you're jealous that's why you lied to me right! :D and ponners, ganbatte -flashes megawatt smile- love you big time, gays. (though i still can't believe what i heard from my informer hoho.) ciaos! :D

xoxo

2008-09-03T22:33:00.005+08:00

trip today with the unlgams was far-boo-lous i guess, no? i can't wait for ____ to be hung up on the walls of ___. an obvious reminder to tell people we're dominating the world hoho.

well, i shall wither away from this b-l-o-g, blog. i need to get my hands on the textbooks and notes. i would be back when it's time i guess. and when exams are finally over, it's time. needo geto lifo when it's over as well~

on a random note, im hungry:/ okay anyway,
till then, catch me if you can peepo.
YYYYY

for the service of mankind;

2008-08-31T19:17:00.012+08:00

i think i can be a walking advert for charity! :D cip took up the whole of my weekends. lion's home flag day yesterday, make-a-wish foundation street sales today.

lion's home was more popular among people in terms of donations than maw i guess. we sneaked off for breakfast break halfway through yesterday and slacked around for an hour or so before our conscience came knocking on the door. walked around, stationed ourselves where not long after, some really awfully dumb secones came "snatching" with us by popping their tins out of nowhere in front of us when we were the ones who asked for the donations. thanks man, i forgot to tell you that secones will not be awarded cip hours for doing flag day, simply because, well you're underaged -shrugs-

then there was today where, selling duck-like-softtoys and post-its were the highlights. right. im so sorry to whoever i gave a pissed off face to, at the start of cip. i was really sick and tired of cip. i swear im never going to do cip anymore. this shall be my second last and changrai shall be my last. anw, the stuffs were really cute but prices were a tad too steep for people to purchase :/ there was so much food for the eyes over at borders (!!!) :B toysrus was :D, you should see what awesome stuffs we got together when school reopens heh and meanwhile we shall all keep you in suspense :O hoho. sucked helium and the feeling sucks, i freaking do not sound like my boyfriend, thankyou? :/ "is that your screw?" HAHA inside joke(: camwhored camwhored yeah and that's about it. Oh the mother's room at forum's so cute, and just so you wait dkny woman -snorts-

i still do not get the point of studying so freaking early for eoys :/ i think i'll die when o-levels comes. my blog has alot of blogstalkers -.- wth.

agi was well, the usuals. boring and all :/ i saw shiling and sharon there :D a pity i think 90% of me isn't going. sorry, i broke my last-year-promise):

OMG CLARISSA LIM IS SUCH A DRAMA MAMA. CLOWN LA. I ALMOST DIED LAUGHING WHEN SHE TOLD ME ABOUT WHAT SHE DREAMT OF HAHAHAHAHHA WHAT THE SHIT. IT'S DAMN EXAGGERATING LAH. FUTURE BESTFRIEND/BEDTIME FRIEND(or so, as you call), IM QUITE SURE I WONT EVER COME UP WITH A PLAN SO LAME WITH YOU.

2008-08-31T19:00:00.006+08:00

when you grow up, im going to bring you to crash the streets of newyork city.

2008-08-29T20:44:00.003+08:00

teacher's day is baabaablacksheep. preferred it to last time's talent time stuffs though. she was jealous i tell you, super ahahahha. mdm lee, we love you :D she was laughing and blushing lah, damn amusing haha.

briefing was, whatever. im not going beijing anymore since they expect us to study from 0530 to like 2130 and stay in the campus with nothing but studying studying studying. they dont even have lunch or recess breaks. tell me im going to gain weight there. -snorts-

shoppop with girlfriend today was tiring, town is getting super boring, worse than school. we staggered around awkwardly throughout today since we were both suffering from a distorted leg tsk. didn't buy much stuffs but at least im glad that i didn't spend my money on food and stuffs on a ratio of 9 is to 1 this time round tsk tsk. yes yes i will go back to primary school soon.

now, since the term has ended, i shall look forward to post exam activities that get me on HIGH like our (!!!) and chiangrai trip :D

thanks mf, i love you for spreading the word for me.

2008-08-27T18:48:00.006+08:00

~~sleepover~~slupovar was kewlxzxzx. a pity aikching was down with flu and couldn't join us): she joined us in the morning the next day though, where we had our usual macs breakfast :D they should seriously sell their breakfast meals all day long, no, they shouldn't even call them breakfast meals :/ failed movie marathon): but yes, we watched stepup2, played lame games with melody's brother, monopoly the noisy, camwhored, hoodie wrapping with bwandaxzx and her santa hoodie, "pillow fights", enchanted, slacking and (i actually did maths homework :O).

change of plans today! we didn't go wii-ing but went island creamery instead, which was equally good. it was totally fantabulous, i tell you. and it's so so so much better than icekimo, serious. the place was pwettaye as well. decided to be childish and went sitting at little stools inside at an artsy corner and did "drawing& coloring". sucked shit though, im glad that we didn't take art as an o level subject.we would probably have gotten an F9. talking about marks :/ gah, nevermind. ppr's tom. sjl's so going to owe me a grande sized frap from starbucks. anyway, xinying, tracy and kristel had a hell loada fun today, yo! -broad smiles-

im shall play real hard and go out during the sept hols before i get into a studying mode. sounds good eh? (: i saw the exam schedule and i thought it was madness. exam used to be just some boring mob which comes and goes until this year, it's like aliens from mars trying to plant bombs in my brain cells, awaiting an explosion. thy does not want to retain!@#$%

we shall go get the blue framed soon, for a newest addition in our comfy little though smelly room, to add life to it :D and let all of them be jealous(:

there's no happily ever afters, never.

2008-08-23T23:03:00.012+08:00

laughing gas plus a tad of randomness released by people around me. and some from the rad-i-o.

"they're going to obs, im going to us.
they're going to meet camp instructors, im going to meet phelps"
AHHAHAHA. funny shizzo! i have a whole lot of michael phelps news articles and pictures now, thanks to sohjialing who meticulously cut them out for me from her sister's new paper HAHHA. phelps the ultimate bombzxzxz(:

'He was so fat that he told his girlfriend "tonight will be the night that i fall on you".' HAHAH whathtefoot. this reminds me of the yomama joke!

"phelps moobs are as big as the woman's boobs ohmygosh!" and sadly the woman looked like she was flirting with phelps on the picture in the article):

-the few of us started clapping like i dontknowwhat- "ohmygod the rain stopped! we are awesome!" and everyone went "clap more clap more". tsk, i have no comments.

"did you know that smelling apples and bananas can make you slim down?" this is random, but anyway people, start smelling the fruit sections of supermarket!

the long awaited no-test week is finally here :D nextweeknextweek! hoho a whole lot of highlights for the super adorable week, yo! there's sleepover, wii-ing!(it's really a high), swingswingswing, shopping, a uber cute cip plus another which is so not. i can't wait! (:

my freaking phone crashed and died on me:/ asshole omg. my 5mp. if it's a week full of mugging and tests, it doesn't matter but wtf.

anna bessonova's the new hot :D she's so pretty.

i catch a glimpse of heaven, i find my paradise.

2008-08-19T17:11:00.013+08:00

NO MORE OLYMPIC EVENTS TO LOOK AT PHELPS BREAK RECORD ): I WANT MORE OF PHELPS. sulks, just look at those muscles! he freaking got his eighth gold for usa. c'mon catch up with china aww): olympic's coming to an end): no more food for the eyes :/

nerd geek plan A is effective, been away from the com for days :D get well rebecca, return to our world of geeks soon :D

my fourth dental appointment card ever received from the school dentist this year HAHA. i didn't know dentists could get so desperate, just because i haven't been turning up. fine fine, to your clinic i shall go tom, like finally. be glad tsk.

it's been wearing off, reduced to ashes i shall wait.

2008-08-14T21:37:00.008+08:00

tell me i have violent tendencies. hoho but im secretly a toy maker in diguise B) i fixed the cube back already, it looks normal now, heh. except the one attached to the keychain which is broken and beyond hope. sorry ayu): sjl says she's going to invest in my emporium if i ever do have one in future :D and it'll be the ~~mr magorium's~~ kristel's wonder emporium(:

school's been fine, tablemates' been good laughing gas(: we're all artists in the making! our masterpieces are so awesome that they deserve to be on a paper which says "no pretty things allowed." tsktsk. i hate coins, period. they are nothing more than noisy jingling weights that stink like the market. i still refuse to believe that the reg numbers chosen for chinese file checking is coincidental. i secretly think they're out to see us die.

michael phelps' damn damn damn hot :D sizzling. 6golds so far since olympics have started like whaaat! i wonder what his muscles are made up of man, light, powerful stuff? highest record of gold medals earned in the olympic history, with godknows how many new world records he has broken. i dont care if you didn't do well for relays, alltheway phelps! (: singapore hasn't won a medal yet, right :/

85 whole pages of bio. madness, i tell you. i need to go breathe some fresh air and get a life. i need bball , movie date and kbox):

soundtrack of my summer

2008-08-11T22:02:00.011+08:00

from fergie's "my london london bridge wanna go down" to zhanghuimei's "wo yao kuai le wo yao neng shui de an wen", we totally crashed kbox. the waiters/waitresses turned and peeped into our rooms through the glass doors giving an awful scringe while we were embarrassed ourselves when we went out to get our drinks. we sang our most-awful-ever, screeching into those poor microphones but at least they wasn't a dent in the microphone. and god knows how many plates of tidbits we actually gobbled up. im quite sure it's more than 20plates :O talk about hungry people. so today was mainly a whole load of singing, munching and messing up the place :D for a moment, i thought i was the most fortunate person on earth, to be able to not work there, heh. squadmates! today's a ~~happy~~crazy day the noise we make made our mood so gay. remember remember? :D

"clarissa says:
say i sing very nice"
hahahahahhahaha.

olympics hasn't been good for sing so far. we lost both swimming and badminton today): bball match between nBA and rockets ytd was da bombxzxz. just look at how they do their slam dunks, lay ups and three pointers :O totally awesome. either ways, win back the gold, sailing and rifle teams of sing :D

maths tom and i was still singing my hearts out and am still here typing my bums off :O i should really start mugging soon since my failures are super extreme like 6/25. they ain't even boderlines lah. "students shouldn't spend too much time playing."

on a random note, i went over to my grandma's house yesterday and my 5year old cousin said she wanted to draw so i handed her a paper and she returned it to me full of hearts and "i love you" s on the paper and said, "for you" now now, tell me my cousin's cute :D

2008-08-09T21:26:00.011+08:00

HAPPY BUFFDAY, SINGAPORE.
i promise i'll say the pledge(singapore) in school everyday from now onwards and show my patriotism like puahjingwen(: and so that i can laugh back at others who dont rmb the pledge, like how i was laughed at by kwek,liying,audrey,helena,jacq and jess etc.

i didn't even know there was an upcoming bio test till sjl msged, shrieking at the fact that she didn't know there was a test. haha two of the same kind, yo. that's what i call tablemates, tsk. :D sucker, maths test. and i have no time to study. i shall try to squeeze the whole chapter into my brain for the next few hours.

olympics have since started, a wow-wow, exciting time(: speak the common language, "GOALLLLL!" :D

"they say you turn blue when you choke,
what happens when you choke a smurf?"
some stupid random 98.7 joke thing. ?!

If I go crazy then will you still call me Superman

2008-08-08T20:17:00.009+08:00

the MUMMY ~~poko pants~~ yesterday :D
it was super! amusing, cool and spine chilling, well fantabulous i would say(: it kept us to the screen throughout okay, unlike dark knight. hahhahahah well, whatever melody and all those who begs to differ(: tsk as long as im not looking like an oddball since clarissa shares the same sentiments as me. i love the mad cow part and "oh your head's here". it's a gagaga. yay aikching, 3whole mummy movies completed, yo :D more to come, maybe? i think local films are bringing singapore's reputation down. like what "money no enough". read it out loud and it just shudders :/ it needs rephrasing and it's not even grammatically correct in the first place. this is random but well.

connect thing was wth. passerbys found it ridiculous as well. drivers came stopping by hurling vulgaraties at us like why are we doing all these affecting the traffic flow and as if they wanted to lodge a complaint. they even argued with the teachers a lil. 2hours standing there with the bombs, songs, forbidden camwhoring (which we still did anw) and waving at passengers in the buses. it was like, haha mad cow. just to show our patriotism for singapore, i didn't even see the president coming by. they lied to me): hahah not like i, yeah.haha the last time i saw him in real person was last year during the stupid ndp which ate up all our time and drank all our sweat each saturday/sunday (i can't really remember haha can't be bothered omg). like it just came and went.
(p.s. i totally forgot the pledge after not saying it for years. helena and jessica had to fill in the missing blanks for me. i feel so wth): i couldn't even believe my ~~eyes~~mouth. :/ zzz)

and there was our awesome outing(: 7fillet-o-fish meals, 36bucks plus plus in all, tell me how cool that is. the highest amount of money spent in macs ever. relieved some childhood memories at the playgrounds, talked and planned for outing on monday! and it would be kbox, i think(: though math's on tues but whatever. going to school is troublesome, very.

i miss going out with yuhui): i felt so guilty when i turned her date down): but it's okay at least we bused to school tog with helena aft such a freaking long time like finally.

trella, cheer up!

yellow's so hot hot hot.

2008-08-07T19:47:00.004+08:00

i dont know how to start with this at all.
i may seem like im ignorant, im out of this whole picture and that i dont know what you are talking about but. im aware that this has been going on for quite awhile already. i know what you are referring to, some if not all. cause nobody knows everything. not even the greatest people in the world, lest you and me. you dont go around acting like you know everything, when in actual fact you dont.
and you have to understand that, we dont do something cause we like to and that we find pleasure in doing that. we dont and we wont want to if we had a choice. everything comes with a reason. if you pull up your socks and play your part well, no one has the right to say anything about you at all. to be cliche, we're doing all these for your sake. it's not a way to get back at you because we ain't pleased with whatever that you did or worst still, do something to you cause we cant stand the sight of you. that would be ridiculous. we have a responsibility to pull up your standards, it has been slipping like godknowswhat. they know this and so do we. it seems like it's been at its lowest these years. plus we've all went through this before, we all survived so i dont see a reason why. everyone has to go through these in this journey, it's just whether you want to spend a quarter of this journey complaining, battling, showing disrespect and hurling vulgaraties at us or make good use of it, treasuring the time you have left, understanding the rationale behind what we do, before it's gone. and at the end of the day, it's all these so called totures that moulds your squad into a more bonded and stronger squad.

well, i guess this is all i can say and what we can do, as for the rest, it's up to you.
to play smart or to continue with these. well, adieu.

2008-08-05T20:56:00.009+08:00

"HI THY LOVE
wah you act shakespeare
thy did not put on an act, thy just wanted to hear thou's voice, love"
cheesy shizzz. hahahhah mato! :D

and so, i pangsehed tablemates for squadmates. IM AWESOME.

and so chem totally a screwed up. my studies getting from bad to worse): with pretty serious failures for a handful of subjects. poo had fever and went home halfway through school, while pris isn't getting any better. rest well people! <3

anyway, people going on sports trip to pulau whatever! over the cutoms, take care alrights! have fun, much loves.

cause you're the sun in my universe

2008-08-03T21:48:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TRACY, MADELINE AND LIYING, the 2nd august babies.
& HAPPY BIRTHDAY BELOVED TWINNIEZXZX!

tracy enjoy yourself to the fullest in spain because before you know it, your mundane school life's gonna come back haunting you, madeline imy imy imy ohmygod it's been two whole years since i last saw you already): , liying froot loops froot loops froot loops! twinniexzx, ily and i know ylm! :D

aMAZED at victoria street aft tuition was a whole load of fun, cip hours were just a bonus in fact. cute lil kids who were frightened of me): ,camwhoring, paintings on panels and ourselves, tending the stall, bucket emptying, chatting and well simply, brushes paint brushes paint brushes and paint. our great masterpiece shall hopefully be preserved till the next time we are to return(: the aftermath was good too. all the pigging at parco, which was tummy exploding. could have ate more but well, i was broke. yvonne's such a ~~big~~humongous eater that it scares me :O

the pung says:haha i at you blog now, very funny
hi shit, i found your clone. says:lol hahahahha why?
the pung says:cause i look good
HAHAHHA just look at my beloved leader's egoness. it sucks hahaha.

i read it and i dont know what to say at all. i guess it's been a really long period of time and not like mine's still intact. it's been long gone, along with the wind amd im sure it's somewhere safe now, at the back of our heads. well, all i can say is, responsibility will take over now.

2008-08-02T21:08:00.002+08:00

HI THERE, SHIT :D -waves frantically-
I FOUND YOUR CLONE, YO! AIN'T YOU HAPPY AND SO VERY PROUD OF ME FOR MY REMARKABLE EFFORTS BEING PUT INTO THE SEARCH OF SHITS? which wasn't hard to, at all. serious! :D

fuck.

2008-07-29T20:47:00.005+08:00

chinese ca paper postponed, thankyou firedrill :D i so do love you, other than the fact that you toasted all of us and made us tolerate the super stinky god-knows-what shit smell at the hockey pitch. "i told you that our school has dung!"

anyway, cafe cartel was good, or so it seems. with my crowning cherry speared and smeared with butter :D my amazing creation, it was damn cute okay! 1posh lady with 5 others made up of craftsmen, market aunties, monkeys, barbarians and clowns. melody and pung, we have filthy rich pigs in our smelly farms, to be slaughtered, soon. anyway goodluck for whatever tests all of you have tom(:

exhibition match between singapore and brazil was 3-0. haha wow, that was 'suprising'. damn pathetic please.